Showing posts with label loneliness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label loneliness. Show all posts

February 5, 2014

The Other Side

The Journey: Beauty from Ashes has a new look and a new home! You can find this post, The Other Side, at thejourneybeautyfromashes.com and be sure to click the follow button to receive updates on blog posts! If you have "liked" or shared posts be sure to do so again! Thank you!


Six years ago I suffered a deep wound that is still healing. The loss of my first husband, Nicholas, is a wound that cut so deep the depths are immeasurable. During the weeks after that initial day I felt so dark and empty inside. I was pregnant with our third child and knew that I needed to take care of myself but I didn’t care. I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t move from my place on my couch where I could see out my window to the place his car should have been parked. I wanted and needed to sit there and wait and watch for that miracle of him coming home to me and our kids. As silly as it sounds I thought that if I sat there long enough his car would pull into the driveway, that this horrible night would just be a nightmare and not be my new reality. CONTINUE READING...

December 26, 2013

Introverts, Wilderness, Faith

The Journey: Beauty from Ashes has a new look and a new home! Please join me over at thejourneybeautyfromashes.com and be sure to click the follow button to receive updates on blog posts! If you have "liked" or shared posts be sure to do so again! Thank you!
Just over four years ago God pulled me out of a city I loved living in and placed me into what I would describe as a hostile community. I use the term hostile in reference to a cold and unwelcoming community. One that has made it very clear that we do not fit with their culture and predetermined molds of what they feel people should be and do. Surviving here has been emotionally and spiritually challenging but at the same time I continually feel God tirelessly pulling me closer to Him. Living here has often made me wonder if this is how the Israelites felt wandering in the wilderness for forty years. Then again our entire time on this earth could be likened to the wilderness, as this most certainly isn’t the Promised Land. CONTINUE READING...